small buildings of Kyoto, Japan shot by photographer, John Einarsen
(via d-e-a-d-ly)
this is a different level of feeling low
i want to give up everything i have worked for because i don’t feel like i can handle one more day of being this tired
i don’t like going to sleep because that means the small time i have to myself is over and the next day is about to start
i can’t bring myself to pick an outfit out for myself because thinking of tomorrow is so unbearable and I don’t care about how i look anymore anyway
i have lost the spark that gave me all the things that were vital to who i am….i don’t even listen to music anymore, i just quietly and passionlessly get through everyday and it is so rare that i will find it in my heart to laugh
i thought i had made it and found the contentment i have searched my whole life for
but now i wake up and ask the universe, there has to be more to life than this?
do you ever sabotage your own free time? like wtf is that about? i want to play this game or read or do something specific but instead i will just stare out the window or scroll mindlessly???
(via moonflaws)






